week 13 is another fun filled thinking week for me catching up on what I needed to catch up on and that is my dream and that is me and that is how I want to live my life and this is how I’m going to have my worth continuing in my life which I never thought of before so much consistent persistent action towards me kind of scary and exciting at the same time I’ve learned to tap my computer and talk out loud to it instead of typing and I seem to not make any mistakes when it comes from my heart because nobody can see my tears of emotion Lovejoy
and I’ll Have moments where I can do anything in my home and not be worried or scared today I had my niece and my nephew over my niece brought her kids over and we had a lot of fun she came to help me unpack some of my boxes and the kids came to play with me so I get to think of ways to continue building my house in cardboard and teaching them how to dream this is an excellent way for me to increase my gifts with joy fun creativity and to see how these young kids can create so much more with their ability to see life from a different point of view. I am grateful that I have decided to stay this long to not give up I’m not a quitter sometimes as they say my old blueprint came too I think there was a lot more to it for the other person that I lived in the same home with she was seeing my dreams as a threat and coming to phsyical actions and I talked about them perhaps that’s why she was very angry. I am so grateful that I am still here after not paying attention to myself God’s graced me with another moment to pause to live to Laugh To Love and I’m grateful for being here doing the workshop and being grateful for doing the workshop is doing it.
I’m going to plaster the walls with everything that I can possibly think to put on my walls and highlight everything and add everything not sure what else to say other than this week seems like the point of continuing on with Cindy and her dreams (me )someone who’s worthy of this action it might be the unknown I feel the dream. I needed to find a man I believe that I have painted him from before I seen him in my dreams so I painted him in the year 2005, I need to find that painting and bring it up again it’s a very loving picture and it was uncomfortable to show it with anybody because it had a lot of heart when I painted it so now it’s time to put my dreams in front of me again and do it with all my heart thank you